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*waves* Hiii everyone!!! 👋🏻 I'm Silkchan and I just made an account here today! :3 A lot of people know me on Spacehey, where I'm called the "Spacehey Princess" and the "Eerie Internet Legend San"  and I've also been called a "4chan addict" and "2008 Shōjo" ?!I mainly just make vent-style blogs and some people think I'm bait, but I'm not! I honestly don't care what you believe though, I just really love making blogs and I want to be known for that! >_<I'm a big fan of 2000s websites like this one and Spacehey, so you can definitely expect lots of blog posts from me! 💻 Can't wait to get to know everyone here! (^>w< ^!!)

Germophobia/Emetophobia I wrote this at the height of my anxiety, please excuse the emotional stress. Why I hate sick customers. July 1, 10:40amI asked the customer how she was, She responds;"Oh I’m coming out of gastro, doctors said I’ll be okay. I got it from the public bathroom.”She was sick, from gastro, and not wearing a mask.She continues. “I’m just re-buying the food (that she possibly wasn’t able to digest and spilled her guts [vom*t] from eating)” Thanks, customer, I did not need to know that.   I start freaking out inside, on the verge of tears but I hold it together. I stay silent and scan her stuff, barely touching the items. My mind is telling me to run, to scream, to curse her out, but I keep scanning, I don’t say anything. My mind is like; “Shes going to get me sick she’s going to get me sick she’s going to get me sick“ She says she wants $100 cash out.I think:F*ck. I have to touch this draw. She is actively sick. I’ve just touched her items. I’m going to contaminate the drawer by touching the handle and the money. I give her the money. No worries. I am free to go wash my hands upstairs.Customers roll in.Oh no. I ring the bell and I get a coworker, (I don’t remember her name) to take over. I say “I need to wash my hands.”I feel embarrassed, that this is a stupid or petty excuse to leave the checkout.I need to wash my hands because sanitiser is not enough. I go to the bathroom, still freaked out.Don’t touch anything don’t touch anything. she’s going to get me sick she’s going to get me sick she’s going to get me sick. why did she come in sick  I wash my hands about 7 times, each time scrubbing over my hands three times with soap getting more fast with every second. It’s not enough. I need to wash more.There are still germs I am contaminated She’s going to get me sick she’s going to get me sick sshes going to get me sick sick going to get me sickI need to make sure there are no germs. I spray and wipe the screen with cleaning solution spray, it still ‘has germs’ on it even after I clean it.The screen is still contaminated I must not touch it The money tray still has germs on it even though I sprayed and wiped twiceThe hand sanitizer I’ve used, i cannot touch anymore, it has germs from me using that to wash my hands while serving that customer Every thing I touch has germs The checkout has germs. Even after wiping downStill anxious. She’s going to get me sick she’s going to get me sick I had to go to a different checkout after my break so it wouldn’t be, in my mind, contaminated.

the reason why u cant really see urself in the mirror in slay the princess. ur not really a Thing to be perceived, not like she is anyway, you represent the action of change, not the force of it. you're the true constant, The Long Quiet, what must stay the same, as The Shifting Mound is the one who instead must change. in a true world, both of these things must coexist. and at the "end" of the game, the "final" confrontation, it's yet another argument between what must stay the same and what must change. you accept her and what she insists you must do and you damn yourself to change, which negates your very nature and forces you to succumb to the small part of her that you have in you, or you react and say No, I will choose to stay the same, I will not risk my peace for this dance, and the cycle of bitterness continues, similarly, you kill her to save the world and you are choosing to live in ignorance and continuing to fear death based off of the dying calls of something that broke itself off from what truly made you

FOLLOW UP OF MY LAST VENT!! go check it out ig *gacha intro*Tw: edSO. basically when I stopped eating, after it started getting worse, I started blacking out, fainting for hours at a time, and sometimes even throwing up!? And basically I literally fainted during tennis class outside! Luckily my bestie, Dylan was there and I was only out for like 1 minuteAnyways I also was very sneaky with avoiding dinner and it was easy to not eat otherwise because we don't eat together unless it's dinner (sometimes breakfast?? Maybe a couple times a month? Anyways.) it got a bit better and now I do eat (pretty normally??...) but it's just that I feel bad about eating "too much" every once in a while but I am getting better so yuh*gacha outro*

I got the idea to talk about this when I saw someone else post they had an ed so 🫰 (don't hurt me please I have a family they probably won't miss me I'm an a**hole) IM SWEAR IM NOT COPYING OR FAKING OR SMT LIKE THAT IDK??SO BASICALLY (tw: eating disorder and junk :3)So it started a while ago, basically I just go like a week at a time or a couple days or so without eating on purpose and sometimes I'll even avoid water cuz WATER IS OVERRATED and when I DO eat I feel almost like BAD for it..? Idkkkand basically I haven't told ANYONE abt it except here and maybe in a random comment section at some point probablyanyways so I don't have to go to a mental hospital or anything cuz obviously people don't know and I almost like..enjoy not eating kind off? I mean it sucks but the whole reason I stopped was because I hated my weight and I lost like 10 pounds WAY TOO FAST and I also never am hungry anymore like even when my ed got better for a little bit, even when I wanted to eat, I couldn't because I'm never hungry anymorealso one time on vacation I wasn't eating and my parents randomly walked up to me and were like "when's the last time you ate?" I think they could tell I hadn't been eating because ever since then my dad has been REALLY pushy about eating especially went I don't want to anyways I'll prob do more vents idk I like how this platform is good for venting because people don't have to look at your vent unless they click on the title so they obvi want to read it and that makes it more safe for everyone and people on here are just nice in generalANYWAYS LOVE YOU GUYS!! *gacha life outro* 

Watching the apothecary diaries and dying at Maomao's disgust at Jinshi ​​​​​​

My stepdad has been trying to get me to get a boyfriend even though I'm getting over the fact I had a crush on my friend but she has way too many red flags and I've been attempting to get the courage to tell her about it. My stepdad also doesn't know that I'm trans but he almost saw me wearing my binder last night. I also think my mom wants me to go to an art camp but I am not going to another camp.

i just enjoy to put my cookies opened overnight and let them dry out. it just tastes better. dont argue. but today i woke up a little late because, duh, its sunday. and i wake up and i go downstairs and i come to see...THE WHOLE COOKIE PACK IS OPENED. i get suspicious and peek into the pack. empty. completly. f***ing. emptied out. not a single pringle cookie left. is this some kind of open buffet?? if so, whos gonna pay me?? its sunday! guess no cookies for me today. 

Why is my grilfreind so PRETTY IT'S CRAZY WIRGEBDIEBNSHEGDHAU

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Hello new here im looking for some new freinds so just message me if you want to be my new freind!

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someone threw up on me in the metro the other day. it got into my eyes. 

There's a theme with the names I choose, I wonder who will pick up on it.I simp for:Jeff the killer (creepypasta)Specimen 8 (spookys jumpscare mansion)Simon Petrikov (adventure time)Marshall Lee (adventure time)Marceline The Vampire Queen (adventire time)The Lich (adventure time)Alastor (hazbin hotel)Lute (hazbin hotel)Sebastian Michaelis (black butler)Narinder (cult of the lamb)Lady Dimitrescu (resident evil)Godot (ace attorney)Bon (walten files)Ryuk (death note)☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆I kin:Fizzarolli (helluva boss)Marceline (adventure time)Lamb (cult of the lamb)Shamura (cult of the lamb)Blitz (helluva boss)W.D Gaster (undertale?)Clawdeen Wolf (monster high)Ghoulia (monster high)Azami Kurotami (uzumaki)Grell (black butler)Garnet (steven universe)And of course, the wendigo.Will update if needed. ☆