Love
Category: Real Life
Current mood:  ashamed

Should love make you feel sick to your stomach? If someone loves you as they say they do would they continously do sh*t that hurts you? I feel that when you truly love someone a partner in you day to day life you would do whatever you could to take care of them and that includes their emotions and mental health. One of the things that is destroying me in my marriage is how i physically kill myself to keep our house clean while he sits on his game. Most people are going to read this and feel that i am being too tough on him but really think about this. I have physical health issues ALOT of them due to auto immune disease i truly shouldnt have to do as much as i do but my husband doesnt take pride in a clean home the way i do.. I grocery shop, budget the bills, cook,clean, take 4 kids to the park while he sleeps, clothes, and dishes for 4 kids and 2 adults. He makes me feel like i got with another child and that it would be easier without him here seriously.