my valentines was good for the most part...i got this beautiful painting of one of my dolls and i by my friend Lydia, i love it sooo so so much! i gave my friends a piece of chocolate each and everyone was happy and called me very swweet, that makes me feel like a real person who people like and it makes me happy . but i cried a lot today and i have been for a few days now...so embarassing. everyone stared and said nothing but i dont care about anything. i had two redbulls and a salad, yum yum yum ! i wore my pretty red dress and everybody complimented my figure and that made me happy because people think im pretty so im real. my lovely friend cameron gave me a rose so now i can keep it on my wall to dry, like my other one. im drinking water with lime today. instead of my usually combo, i layered new scents for valentines: Gentle Fluidity by Maison Francis Kurkdjian Paris, The Pink Bedroom by Marissa Zappas, and Black Raspberry Vanilla B&BW body cream. i smell like a dream
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, i love it sooo so so much! i gave my friends a piece of chocolate each and everyone was happy and called me very swweet, that makes me feel like a real person who people like and it makes me happy 
. but i cried a lot today and i have been for a few days now...so embarassing. everyone stared and said nothing but i dont care about anything. i had two redbulls and a salad, yum yum yum ! i wore my pretty red dress and everybody complimented my figure and that made me happy because people think im pretty so im real. my lovely friend cameron
